after all this worry and all this hurt due to one guy i hardly know i think that it's within my power to stop this nonsense and get a fucking grip. since i met him it's been a downward spiral watcing a small, scared, injured person (who i intuit wants good but can't control his bad habits) make once bad choice after another.
now i truly see how naive i can be.
i only describe what this person has shown me - really, he's a darling. i just can't stay angry. He's like the typical character in an over-done film noir classic. female, lounge singer who has been jilted and wants revenge but instead she falls in love but is still unable to control her vices which causes her to be alone because the more she desires the more she self-destructs.
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